Let's Try Something Inspirational For Once

 

      

      Oh well I guess its too late for that anyways. Mother why is it that you take so much pride and joy from depriving your child?

      Well this summer is not exactly going as I expected it to. My mom took away my laptop a few days ago which was within reason considering I had happened to "borrow" her credit card to order stuff off of the internet. I know, not usually within my charcter, but niether was that last post about hating on Gabby, I've been too much of a rebel lately haven't I, well a good thing, is that I haven't gotten many comments recently so I'm hoping that is mostly because no one has been reading my crapola, but anyways aside from that.
      I was going to delete the last post but I sat and figured what is it going to mean if I delete it anyways. I mean I am no super human and we all make mistakes, so I figured I'd keep it up and well this one too, as for my story I guess i might as well come clean while I'm at it.
      Well it all started when i went on amazon and saw these few cool things, which in this case I had bought my self, actually the only thing I used my mother's credit card was for a seven dollar book, but I mean I am more upset at the fact that I took it than at the fact that i used it for a purchase under seven dollars. I guess it does feel better coming clean now though.

          To continue on with my usual ranting self,

   not much happened this week to be honest summer is starting, but I just feel relieved to get that off my mind.

~Natalie

Ready For Another Rant?

       Well your out of luck because boy do I have a mouthful today, starting with a familiar character in my many rants.

 

      Yes the never ending Gabby problem has, as you might of guessed, come back to haunt me. Well along with many other problems, but for now I shall start out with something far less hateful, not ready for World War 3 just yet.

      I guess the fact that many people now know my blog title should lead me to change it, especially the way that I kind of give away the situation of literally everything that goes on in my life, but oh well. I mean to be completely honest here, I really don't care what the people in my school think about me, I mean if I could I would probably leave this school in a heartbeat I have so many enemies that they have come to triumph over the few friends that I have, and, even those friends, really aren't true friends. I mean recently I have been really annoyed at Carolina. She is always expecting me to entertain her like her own little reality show and I mean even when I text her (need I remind you she texted me first)

Carolina: hey whats up

Natalie: Nothing much

Carolina: Oh ok just bored I know its not spelled correctly but I don't care 

Natalie: Lol okay

Carolina: idk i wanted summer to come so badly but its been a let down

Natalie: Well yeah I was dreading summer and well here it is

Carolina: i know if there could just be school but no work

Natalie: lol thats socializing i guess then

Carolina: yes

Natalie: yup

Carolina: so what now

      I guess I should explain this in debt before going all balistic on you. This is the first conversation I have ever not come up with something to say or talk about and I mean I don't mind doing that, what I hate is that she expects me to just entertain her. I mean yes, that is the point of texting someone when your bored, but I wasn't bored, I was too tired to function, and I mean I'm already in a depressing mood over the summer, I don't know about you, but quite frankly I was in no mood to talk to anyone.

On another topic. . . . .

      Yes, another Gabby problem you would think since I officially do not see us as friends anymore she would just stay away from me, leave me alone, get out of my face, but you seem my friends, you don't know gabby. So I honestly am just soo mad right now.
      So yeah I'll admit Gabby is pretty. But do you see the highlights in her hair, they piss me off. (please correct me if I'm wrong), but i think they just make her look really dumb, especially the way she has been showing them off.

at first i was like okay whatever,

then I was like I really don't care. . . .








                                                                                    

Then I was like okay we get it 

 

and then finally I was like, get the heck over yourself. I mean honestly I cannot stand people who do things just for the compliments that they get and well Gabby is definitely one of those people. One time a girl came into school with her hair in a certain style and sure enough Gabby came in with the exact same style the next day. I mean honestly, is she serious. On top of all this you should have seen her face when I said i didn't like it, she expects that everyone is just going to love her and that's not true. On top of all of this she keeps bitching around with me, quite frankly either stay out of my life or stay in it. She keeps acting like absolutely nothing happened between us and I mean, oh god, I am just a mess, well not really, just mad, haha, what else is new. 

      Imagine she sees this? Maybe I should change my url, but that's for another post

Happy Tuesday!

 A very confused,

             ~Natalie

P.S. My anthem for the past two weeks. Wish me luck, and be honest do you like her hair, maybe its just me?